鏡頭下的真我！9句來自實力演員Kristen Stewart的自強語錄

憑著電影《暮光之城》而爆紅的實力女演員Kristen Stewart，出道至今都受到傳媒的關注，特別是她的愛情方面。不論是當年與男星Robert Pattinson的轟動戀情，抑或是與女助手Alicia Cargile的同性之愛，Kristen一向都以低調處理。因為相比起愛情，她更重視自己的演藝事業。作為一個演員，Kristen有著很多個人想法及意見，而且亦很重視在演技中尋找自己。這位以真我著名的荷里活影星，究竟在她的語錄裡藏著多少智慧呢？

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I do want to work on writing, because writing’s a skill. Writing is something that you can train yourself to know better. To know yourself better.

Kristen多次在公開場合表明，希望將來能修讀文學及從事寫作。她認為，寫作是一個很好的辦法認識自己。透過文字，把自己的個人情感全部訴諸在內。當經歷了一段創作過程，你會因文字而更接近自己。

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Success is always something completely different to people. I feel like I’ve succeeded, if I’m doing something that makes me happy and I’m not lying to anybody. I’m not doing that now, so I feel really good about myself.

每個人對成功的定義都不同。只要你是光明正大地做自己，並且過著自己想要過的生活。即使旁人的意見是如何，那全也不重要。

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I don’t talk to anybody about my personal life, and maybe that perpetuates it, too. But it’s really important to own what you want to own and keep it to yourself.

作風低調一向是Kristen的性格。有時候，我們不用與人談論過多自己的個人生活。相反，只要對自己誠實就可以。

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I don’t want to be Angelina Jolie. Not that Angelina Jolie is not the most talented, beautiful, successful, amazing, admirable person who does good things for the world, but I don’t want to be a movie star like that.

Kristen坦言自己不用像Angelina Jolie一樣，有著性感完美的外表、才華洋溢的演技及對女性的巨大影響力。因為對Kristen來說，她不是一位「荷里活明星」，而是一位為自己而默默耕耘的演員。

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This weird thing happens when you’re in a movie that has some level of success. People start offering you all kinds of things, and they just expect you to do them because they’ll be good for your career. It’s not about the project’s integrity or anything like that.

因為《暮光之城》而爆紅Kristen，深怕會被觀眾因此而定型。有時候，當你在某些事情上取得小成功後，人們總會對你有著一些期望。但只要記住，不要急不及待成為了人們心中的那個「你」。你是一個獨立個體，你有權利去選擇自己想成為誰。

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I have been criticized a lot for not looking perfect in every photograph. I’m not embarrassed about it. I’m proud of it. If I took perfect pictures all the time, the people standing in the room with me, or on the carpet, would think, ‘What an actress! What a faker!’

看到傳媒所拍攝的醜照時，Kristen從來也不尷尬。與其要迫自己在鏡頭下成為完美的騙子，不如做一個誠實的醜女更好。

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I really, specifically, love acting, and I think it’s a really cool thing to be really indulgent and follow that. I have a lot of ambitions in life, but for the next few years, I just want to be an actor. That’s a lucky opportunity, and that drives me to want to be good at that.

對於自己的興趣，Kristen是一個勤力而有野心的人。她認為演戲驅使自己善於觀察，在觀察中發現自己真實的一面。

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I just really am trying, trying, all the time. But I like to be scared. I love to suddenly feel out of control.

生活中有時會遇到很多意料不到的事情，學習享受及接受，不要被這些事而自亂陣腳。

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For most actors, it’s such a struggle to get work. Once they have it, they feel that there’s an enormous amount of pressure on them to make it work, and have everyone love them. In my case, it was never like that. It was just about working with the people that I want to work with, and telling the stories that I want to tell, you know?

人生能夠忠於自己是非常幸福的。如果你也與Kristen一樣，有幸地做著自己想做的工作，記得不要被任何壓力打倒，並把握著這段光輝的時間。

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TEXT: MABEL W
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